It's surprising how fast your heart can fall for someone sometimes. Not in an emotional "I love you" way, but in an attachment and exciting way. It's a new journey that you are starting and it's fresh new and nothing can tarnish that. Or take it away from you.
I had the pleasure this past week to go on a blind double date. Honestly I didn't even know I was going on a date when the day started. My friend Brittany and I were supposed to just be going to Disney just the two of us. But then she told me his guy she liked, Brad, and his friend were going to be at the parks and we might meet up with them for a park and then go do our own thing. And she just wanted me to wingman for her. But then she was hinting at the fact that I might like the other guy, Mike. And at that point I new something was up. And after about 20 minutes I knew we were going to be spending the whole day with the boys.
And me being my awkward self, I didn't really talk to Mike much, but apparently he is super shy so he didn't talk much either. And it wasn't like an awkward non-talking time. It was comfortable. And we would all talk as a group so I still got a feel for his personality and who he was. And I was interested.
At one point, when we were at Animal Kingdom, an employee was messing around with Mike and told him his sock was untied and it was just so presh and weird be cause his response was just so me. And I couldn't help but laugh because this kid was the male version of myself pretty much. Over all it was a really great day. I hadn't been on a real date in a long time. So I was hoping he would ask for my number, but I figured he would be too shy to. So I just added him on Facebook.
Sometimes you just don't know how things are going to turn out, you could think you are going on a girls trip to Disney and the next your little heart is just dropped on the floor because of the feels. So you just have to be ready for any journey.