I love the fact that people come to me with their problems and issues. I love to be there for people and show them the love that they need. And when people come to me they know that no judgement or opinion is going to be set on them unless they ask me to do so. It truly makes me happy to know that they have someone that they can trust that isn't going to share all their little secrets.
I feel like not that many people have that sometimes. A person. Someone who they can trust. Of course I have the people in my life that I tell my issues to, or even just the funny cute things in life with, but most the time I would rather just keep it hidden. Throw the key away and never open my mouth. That's how it has been my whole life. But in my personal past, I didn't have people... I didn't even have a person. Other than my alone time with God, well that was just it, it was 'alone time' all the time. It was pathetically lonely. I had "friends" but not people that I trusted whole-heartedly. I think it is one of the hardest things in the world to go through and honestly, life-altering. But I would not be the person I am today with out the strain I went through before.
I think that, going through such an experience has helped me with my future. From my personality, major in college, and the people I keep around me.
My personality is just wild. I enjoy everything about life and living. I don't party or drink or anything, but I just am happy all around. My mentality is that if I am going to treat anyone in anyway, they better deserve it. I do not put individuals on a pedestal. I do however give encouragement and joy in overflow. I don't care if people are laughing at something I said whether it be stupid or not, as long as they are laughing.
When It comes to my major, more than anything I want to be, in whatever profession I choose, someone people can talk to and trust.
My friends now, are amazing. And honestly any one who knows me knows that I consider anyone that I will joke around with, be serious with, or even just be around for any length in time, as a friend. That's just who I am. Even if you don't consider me a friend, you are mine. There are times that I revert back to wanting to be inclosed and separate from everyone, but my beautiful friends are there to get me out of my funk, or just even talk me through whatever I am feeling. I trust them to have my back. And they do.
It is probably one of the most beautiful things I can think of, trust. It can be broken in the blink of an eye. But the real test in that is to put yourself in the situation to trust that person, or else you will never know truly how much they care for you.
I feel like not that many people have that sometimes. A person. Someone who they can trust. Of course I have the people in my life that I tell my issues to, or even just the funny cute things in life with, but most the time I would rather just keep it hidden. Throw the key away and never open my mouth. That's how it has been my whole life. But in my personal past, I didn't have people... I didn't even have a person. Other than my alone time with God, well that was just it, it was 'alone time' all the time. It was pathetically lonely. I had "friends" but not people that I trusted whole-heartedly. I think it is one of the hardest things in the world to go through and honestly, life-altering. But I would not be the person I am today with out the strain I went through before.
I think that, going through such an experience has helped me with my future. From my personality, major in college, and the people I keep around me.
My personality is just wild. I enjoy everything about life and living. I don't party or drink or anything, but I just am happy all around. My mentality is that if I am going to treat anyone in anyway, they better deserve it. I do not put individuals on a pedestal. I do however give encouragement and joy in overflow. I don't care if people are laughing at something I said whether it be stupid or not, as long as they are laughing.
When It comes to my major, more than anything I want to be, in whatever profession I choose, someone people can talk to and trust.
My friends now, are amazing. And honestly any one who knows me knows that I consider anyone that I will joke around with, be serious with, or even just be around for any length in time, as a friend. That's just who I am. Even if you don't consider me a friend, you are mine. There are times that I revert back to wanting to be inclosed and separate from everyone, but my beautiful friends are there to get me out of my funk, or just even talk me through whatever I am feeling. I trust them to have my back. And they do.
It is probably one of the most beautiful things I can think of, trust. It can be broken in the blink of an eye. But the real test in that is to put yourself in the situation to trust that person, or else you will never know truly how much they care for you.