I haven’t had anxiety like this in a long time. I act fine in front of people because I don’t want them to see me as weak but I am in so much pain. I am in bed, shaking uncontrollable because my nerves are just all over the place. Ever since this shooting at work. I can’t deal. And people just don’t understand. All day I had to sit in my classes hearing people have discussions on the matter and it just made it worse. I am not sure how to stop, to calm down. And then I’m dealing with people who are already sensitive and I just can’t even talk to them because I don’t have the time or patience right now to be taking care of anyone else’s needs other than my Cobb family and my own. My stomach is churning and I feel like puking. I’m just so tired and wish I could go on an extended vacation that is not here...
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AuthorHello all. I am Joy and this is my blogity blog. I am really corny & nerdy, but overall a pretty cool chic. Archives
March 2017
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