So today has been a really difficult day for myself. Mainly because of the shooting that happened at my work today..
It is seriously insane what people will do over the stupidest of things. I was sitting at home when I got the call from a firefighter friend who had heard the news and was calling to make sure I was okay and safe. After that I was on the phone most of the rest of the day. Calling family to let them know I was okay and calling coworkers to make sure they were okay or knew about what happened. I had major anxiety attacks the rest of the day because the stress of the situation was just too much for me to handle. I had that stress and then my mother thought it the appropriate time to add stress about school on top of the billowing stress. Today was really a test for me. Physically and emotionally I am just drained. My chest is heavy with sadness for the woman and daughter of the man who died. Overall I am just sad for humanity after a day like today.